don't cry

Dear Ayz, 

Don't cry. 

You barely remember his face and his voice is faint in your head, but don't cry. The conversations are fading and the songs have been sung, but don't cry. It's almost over but don't cry. 

Love, it's almost over, hold on to that. 

It happened. You were loved, by the one person you wanted to love you, even if it was just brief, even if it was just for one night. Hold on to that. 

Life doesn't seem to be looking up, what with the pandemic and being locked up alone in your room, but there's a silver lining there. You just have to find it. 

Your heart will heal soon. 

Things are better now. 

Love, 
Me

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